Liar's Love Letters;

2011-09-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

HI, my new blog! http://sexymoustachee.blogspot.com/

2011-07-26T18:55:00.001+08:00

Imma lil' Monst★r

Dilemma

2011-05-09T12:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, things just happen ridiculously and i hate it. I mean, its really absurd that you hate someone because that individual did a seriously minute mistake. People, rmb to forgive and forget. Why make your life so difficult ?!!!! That's rlly insane. C'mon, we're 18, yet there are some of us who are acting so childish! Like W H A T T H E F U C K ?! Singapore is really going to go down because of YOU GUYS. For eg, when a party goes around say, please vote for me. A young voter said, I dont want leh. Then one of the members from that party asked why. That youngster said, cause I don't just dont like your party. In fact, this happens and there are many similar cases. Something more ridiculous is, youngsters are really politically apathetic. I'm not trying to say that i am very interested in politics but during GE, but I think its best for us to observe because it concerns our future.

Because I was arguing that GST won't rise but some of friends said yes. In fact my sis said so too -.-. So this proves that they don't follow the GE.

Secondly, I said Minister Tharman Shanmugaratnam said so.

Then they replied, is he credible not ?! I was like .. -.- ?!!!!!!!!!!

Aiya, put this aside -.-. What i'm trying to say is, STOP BEHAVING LIKE A 8 YEAR OLD KID. For goodness sake! YOU'RE 18 !!!!! Argh. Btw, I'm not implying I'm mature either. I just think that we're pretty old enough and we shldn't have this mindset.

For eg, "eeeeeee !!! Why you like that !!! I dont want friend you. I will tell all my friend not to friend you also )))):< Bleh. " -.- .

Anw, i took a couple of photos.

I know the left looks pretty much like a whore LOL. Its the first time i took this kind of photo zz.

Ciaos!

P/S: rmb to watch Tantei Galileo on channel u ! *3* Its nice.

P/SS: 低下させる sigh.

Back tonight!

2011-03-15T01:20:00.011+08:00

HELLO Hello hello hello hello (o^-^o)v !!!! But i guess it doesn't makes any diff if i blog or not -.- cause this blog is dead -.- (duh). Sooooo, I'm just blogging for those lovely readers who still reads my blog thou its gonna be slightly messy (cause i'll be uploading some photos) >////< !

Rise&Shine;

Well, that's basically what I've for my breakfast ^-^ or having cereals with milk ♥

Sunday is exceptional haha.

Uh that's salmon LOL! Strong recommended for salmon lover. It can be bought in Ikea rofl.

Old camera I have. But can't be used -_-;;

This is STITCH HAHAHAHA!! ♥ (I've stitch bedsheet as well ^-^v muhahaha.)

Something i do when i am bored -.- ........ i know its a waste of material + its a rubbish

Snacks! Thou i prefer chips(jagabee) ~ but i uploaded it because its cute :3

Something I used before going to sleep! Extremely useful to remove pimple without any scar :o!

"Nomnomnomnom." Night folks, おやすみ ~ !

P/S: Labels are songs that i recommend (:

P/SS: Been watching few anime! Like Fairy tail, Gosick, Durarara!!, Shiki, Kuroshitsuji and its highly addictive !

P/SSS: Japan, be strong!

Fairy Tail, (its better than Naruto and Bleach)

Gosick, (mystery)

Shiki, (vampire, and its gore)

Kuroshitsuji, (mystery, revenge, about demons?)

You can watch this in http://www.animecrazy.net/ or http://www.animeseason.com/.

Do tell me if you know any other sites ^-^

AND

I play TinierMe too :D! The items and avatars are really cute!

P/SSSS: I think this is really sick -.-

P/SSSSS: Its 2.07am. TIME TO SLEEP >:o !!!!!

Will be back soon! >:) (hopefully)

Who are you

2011-01-09T00:40:00.002+08:00

I'm like the shades of grey; dull, boring, yet mysterious.

And most of the people don't even know I exist ..

Currently watching Cinderella's sister ^^

All i want for christmas ..

2010-12-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

Too lazy to edit the skin. Urgh.

Dear lord, let me be strong

2010-12-18T17:05:00.002+08:00

Gosh its gonna be christmas soon ! And mommy is coming home soon :D hooray !!!!!!!!!!!

(probably will cont'd blogging later)

Fake ID

2010-12-07T20:52:00.007+08:00

I know i've not been blogging because i'm just too lazy to do so .. And some thoughts just can't be written down ..

Anw, its sch holiday ! (hooray !!!) But its boring ? Maybe. Maybe. The things i did these few days are shopping, watching movie, anime, sleep. Its relaxing and i like it (: i think everyone likes this isn't it ?

No sch = No stress (Y) !

So to keep my blog alive i decided to force myself to blog (hah!). Went to newlook just now and was kinda sad. I wanted this shorts so much ! Its really nice but its the last piece and size 14 is kind of huge. Idk why but normally i buy size 14 shorts. Gosh ): AND ITS THE LAST PIECE !! DAMN IT ! damndamndamndamndamn. argh! Sooooooo, I've watched Narnia(today), Skyline, and Rapunzel !

Narnia(3D): Its my first time watching 3d movie haha! I should have wear my contact lens -.- But I was to lazy to do so zz. Hmm .. narnia is okay .. not that exciting. But i think its worth watching it.

Skyline: TOTAL BULLSHIT. If you've watched War of the World (whatever it is), don't WASTE your MONEY to watch it. I thinked its worst. Worst movie ever.

Rapunzel: Gosh. This is nice. Really (:

Oh! I've rented Anamorph. It is about murder, ya. I must say it is a good movie even though there isn't much suspense but i don't really get the ending.

Well .. today is my mom birthday!! I brought my family to MOF and treated them 8).

Okay .. This is smth i drew 2 days ago .. Definitely gonna be criticised by my friends (HAHAHAHA!!) I've got this habit that when i feel like drawing i just draw otherwise i will be frustrated all day. I know i can't draw .. I'm not an Art student in the first place ..

This is roughly what i thought of. Idk if someone had came up with this design before.

Btw, the 'shruken' shirt be round neck. Its kind of translucent and you can see the bra and the bra has this metallic pink. The shorts should be tight though, at your waist.

I drew this when I was listening to sky ferrenia - 17, and somehow the image of Marilyn Monroe popped in my head and voila! I drew this crap :/ How i wish i can draw ..... and obviously make the shirt.

So .. bye peeps! Gotta watch anime now :B

Woe

2010-11-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

Fine. I shall stop posting one sentence kind of post. I'm just too lazy to blog. Now, I on the com, go to blog, animenet, mangafox, allkpop, and then goodnight com. Too lazy to think, and move HAHAHAHAHA. Just too bored. Ugh. I have watched HP :D !!!!!!! GOSH !!! Its wonderful! ITS A MUST WATCH MOVIE !!!

Recently, I've been wondering if anyone dislikes their past. I do. I mean because I'm a rather pessimistic kind of person, so I have remembered most of the bad times. I .. don't like the way I live my life especially during pri 5 to sec3. It makes me feel guilty of what I did. Ugh, if you know me during that period probably you will get what i mean. Anw, I have a lot of WEIRD dreams lately. Like this bangala wanna steal my mom's card and in the end I was threatened. When I woke, I told my mom -.- ! I wish tonight I can dream of something super awesome !!!!!! Like uhhhh having someone whom I hate so much to die hehehehehe. I know I'm mean >:B heh heh.

AH! OMG. I saw a pair of shoes I wanted to buy. Its simialr to Dr. Marten's boots (Y)
Sweet dreams readers ^-^ ~

Sometimes, I really think that I'm a stalker -.-

Fat-Disgusting-Ugly

2010-11-04T23:26:00.001+08:00

HIM HAHA.

Crossroads.

2010-10-29T19:41:00.006+08:00

Today, We met. No, to be correct, I saw you. I wonder why is it that everytime we bump into each other, its just so dramatic .. I've never ever expect to bump into you. My heart skipped a beat. I swore and memories of us came back - it just sucks so much. I just hope that we'll always be stranger, and I won't feel so remorseful whenever I saw you. Even if its in the internet.

IF, if you'd ever listen to me, I'll say I am really sorry and thank you. Thank you for being such a wonderful friend.

Okay, next week is bloody A level chi zzzzz. Sucks ttm and my sissy is coming back tonight :D !! Gonna fetch in changi later hoho.

Friends are SELFISH, but TRUE friends are not.

P/S: I really can't get over this song - James Morrison You make me real. Tell me how to if you know (:

Total eclipse of the heart.

2010-10-25T19:28:00.004+08:00

Love him! Mad cute ^-^

Sissy in Taiwan ): Miss her! And I'm getting kind of stress alr. Sigh.

P/S: I'm in love with ... a gay ):

Unrequited Love

2010-10-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

Oh god. I can't believe, I give my first love to you, is showing !!!!!!!
Its awesome! Mad awesome !!!!!

"I didn't understand why you were crying until 4 years later. Back then, I still believed I would get better. I believed we would be together in the future. In my 8th summer, I made the worst promise. A promise that I wouldn't keep." - Takuma

Demand, supply, elasticity, Macro.

2010-10-12T13:29:00.001+08:00

So long econs ~

Dead!.

2010-10-09T15:40:00.004+08:00

FEVER RIGHT NOW AHHHHH !!!

So freaking tired that I can't even do anything. Uh.. Maybe not. Laughs. I'm actually blogging. Promo is like next week zz. And I'm sick. Great -.- !

Yesterday was the greatest humiliation in my life. I was confused. At that particular point, I was mad(seriously mad), sad, and appreciate for what he said. Well, I don't know if most of my classmates know about this but I don't given a damn. When he said those words out, "You don't know how to express yourself and you need improve on your english." (something like that) I was like fine, okay, yours ain't anywhere better. Something pissed me off is saying other stuffs, which I couldn't recall.

Damn! I feel like killing him using butcher knife, hang him like a dead cow, letting his blood to be dripping slowly and dip him into a pool filled with piranha.

I am afraid of him. Afraid of teachers like him. (Something bad happen to me when i was a kid, so I never like teachers.) Yet, I was stupid enough to consult him. Even though I know, it was a necessary thing to do to clear my doubts. After that last question I asked him, I said there isn't anymore questions. I was shaken off by then but it was true that I don't have anymore questions to ask.

After that he said, " Are you sure you've no more questions?"

I said, "Ya."

He said, " Fine. You better brush up your concepts, try to express yourself more because I really don't understand what you are trying to say."
(something like that. Cause I can't rmb lol)

And I said, " Ya."

So he rolled his eyes for the x1000000 times at me.(okay, that's kind of exaggerating)

Firstly, it was very rude to roll your eyes at someone else, even if I'm a student. Give some respect. And you still have the cheek to say, "I'm trying to be a professional teacher." To me, the most basic character and attitude a professional teacher must have is care, perseverance, understanding, and RESPECT to everyone. I don't care you're pissed at me because I have such a WEAK concept because I know I'm weak at physics and I know that everyone who taught me will be so frustrated. As for the humiliation part, I can't be bothered. Who aren't humiliated before in front of your classmates by your teacher.

Secondly, its true I can't express myself. But surprisingly, I have no problems with that with other sub teachers. Probably, I can't speak in a way you understand or whatever.

-------------------- The end of being angry---------------------------

Thirdly, I do appreciate your comments. Definitely will brush up my physics and G.P. Definitely.

Lastly, I was so brave yesterday, to be able to face my fear.

Screwed):

2010-09-25T20:31:00.005+08:00

Promos coming )))))':< SCREWED !!!!!!!!!! and I've loads of pimple ): SAD. I'm sad when Jes said Friendship doesn't last .... It does ! Even if friends don't talk, somehow, we know what we're thinking you know .. I may not be a good friend to you .. But you know you're a seriously important friend in my life. You changes me and I really appreciate you. When I went to Jc alone, I was hoping someone like you will appear. But it never did. So I tried my best to communicate with others, thinking it was you, Qc, Lr, etc. Well, probably we've never chat, doesn't means our friendship ends. My family still talks about you (: Cheer up you know. Sometimes, thinkgs just go the way it is and we can't really do about it huh? Friends .. Ha. Friendship do last, depending who you be friends with. My dear friend Jes, I know that kind of feeling having no one to talk to .. Its terrible. You simply scroll all the way down your phonebook and realise you actually have no one to talk to .. It always happen. No matter what, I really want to thank you for everything you did for me. !!!!!!!!!!!
P/S: MUST GO OUT WITH ME DURING HOLI OKAY ?! I WILL TEXT YOU !!!!
P/SS: MUST RMB ME
P/SSS: PLEASE CALL ME QIN NOT THAT FREAKING ENG NAME LOL !!!!!!
P/SSSS: DONT BE SAD OR I WILL ):
P/SSSSS: IF YOU TEXT ME I 1000000000000000000% REPLY
P/SSSSSS: Friendship do last, my dear friend (:

I LOVE YOU JES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/SSSSSSS: don't feel pressure after reading this (: I just wanna you to be happy that's all !

P/SSSSSSSS: I think I know who you're refering to uh ... SARANGHAE ~

P/SSSSSSSSS: I AM NOT LESBIAN !!!

12.49 am fuck it .

2010-09-24T00:46:00.001+08:00

Refused to blog, cause I rock so much.

Peace owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwt.

What if ...

2010-08-14T17:03:00.003+08:00

Time flies, that's what I always say. It really does. I don't know why, but I just feel like blogging. It probably will bores you but somehow I feel like saying what I wanna say. I hate school a lot and the hatred can't be measured.

I do hate. I'm not this kind girl whom most people thinked of. I cursed, I swear, I hope that you'll die fast. (Uh, applies to minority of my friends/classmates). I hate it when people says that I'm really kind. I mean I don't think so, especially with these kind of thoughts I had in mind. Well, I just thinked that I'm a human, with both evil and good thoughts. Or perhaps a little abnormal? Maybe. Life is tuff. I wonder if there's something out there waiting for me. I hope not. I wonder, 20 years down the road, what will I be ? A clerk? Waitress ? Sales assistant? Banker ? A beggar ? A janitor ? Or its the end of the world ? I wish I can be a doc. Where will I live in ? Current house? I wish I can own an apartment. The kind of rooms I want, where there is no corner, no mirror, no windows, no doors. I want my own car too ! Grins* I want to retire early and travel around the world. To me, all these seems rather impossible. Its just a fantasy of mine but deep down I wish that it will be true. Soon.

Sometimes, I really wish that I could meet this girl. Because most of my friends been telling me that they saw me at blah blah blah when I'm home. Like HELLO ?! I spent most of my time HOME/Grandma house -.- .

I've been thinking, if I die, will there be a lot of people mourning for my death ?Doubt so.
Will anyone be happy about it ? I think so.

P/S: Love you mom.

Unexpected

2010-07-31T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiii :D. Its been a long time ever since I've posted a photo (: Fallen out of love. Anticipating for Teachers' day :D Because I have miss my dear friends a lot. I doubt they miss me :/ Most probably forget who the hell I am. Sometimes, I really wonder if people around really appreciate me or just simply making use of me. Anyway, life is really short. Either you make full use of it or waste it. Life is really unexpected. Peace out.

ciaos ~

Exhausted

2010-07-14T22:11:00.005+08:00

I wondered what most people think of me but I think I'm seriously a mama girl and a 'goody-two-shoe' . Last Friday was the FIRST time I've ever skipped a lesson. I guess Physical education is kind of a lesson. Seriously, I was scared out of the shit because I had to put something near my friends' bag, and I was able to have a perfect view of our P.E teacher. I was like bloody shit. Confirm get caught then kana questioned. When I got CLOSER to the benches, I started running towards it. GUESS WHAT ?! I heard ' BEEP' . 'OMG. I'm a goner.' Luckily, she didnt notice me. That was for the runners :D . I'm such a noob shit right ?! LOL .

TODAY TODAY was like bloody shit too. I failed my econs -.- AND I seriously wanna go out but ....... its on Sunday ): I just wanna see a lot A LOT of friends but uh doubt they wanna go together to meet me. Sigh. YEAH back to TODAY. Surprisingly, I'm able to blog. Lol, wtf . I just ran 1500m. Its been AGES ever since I've ran and did I mention I hate P.E the most? Because, I hate to sweat. In the end, I ran. I got all dizzy and wanted to vomit so badly because I just ate before running -.- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And bloody hell, when I waited so long for that fucking bus, the smell of cigarettes was so strong and I was' gasping for fresh air'. In the end, I didnt get to sleep in the bus nor sit. And I'm actually blogging right now when I said I MUST SLEEP AT 9.30. SOOOOOOOOOOOO, night peeps :D!

P/S : I can't stand smokers .

Where have you been ?

2010-07-10T22:19:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL REOPEN ZOMG !!!

Okay, big deal -.- ?! This year is faster than last year. More, more .. tense ? A lot of things have happened, keep getting lost, struggled through, lost control .. I miss everyone D: Sigh.

-Missing.

2010-06-16T20:18:00.004+08:00

Yoxzxzzzx . Argh, I'm getting this weird feeling again :( Hate school .

Ten things about yourself:
- I'm kwa miao qin
- Seventeen, 2010
- I'm weird and does weird stuffs and nobody understand what I'm talking about
- I space out very often
- I talk to myself,
- I like being alone and hate to interact. Especially with strangers
- Nobody understands me.
- I love stitch
- I've Achluophobia, acousticophobia,claustrophobia
- I don't have a lot of friends but I love them dearly because they're true to me.

Nine things you’ve thought about recently:
- Something I can't reveal
- Study
- School.
- Friends
- Raining everyday
- Desires
- Relationships
- Food
- Gosh, no point thinking problems that can't be solved.

Eight ways to win your heart:
- Gain my trust
- Beautiful eyes
- Built
- Someone who can truly understand me.
- Someone who can make me laugh my heart out
- Smart
- Looks doesn't really matter. Average looking ?
-Anyway, I don't intend to be in a relationship now.

Seven favourite songs:
(Things I’ve been listening to lately)
- Need you now - Lady Antebellum
- Lupin - Kara
- Tell me goodbye - BigBang
- I like - Keri Hilson
- Shock - B2St
- I hope - FT Island
- I'm a loner - C.N. Blue

Six things to do before you go to bed:
- Toilet
- Pray I can sleep tonight
- Say goodnight to mom and dad
- Drink water
- Watch drama series zz

Five things you wish you could say to five different people right this very moment:
- Help me ..
- I'm sorry
- Give me one more chance
- I didn't want to hurt you.
- Fuck you, you're a don juan.

Four things you’re doing right now:
- This
- Facebook
- Messaging
- Listening to music

Three things you’re scared of:
- Losing what I have.
- Reality, facts, truth
- Myself

Two things you want to do before you die:
- Revenge
- Bermuda triangle

One confession:
- I'm just an empty shell

I'd be that guy and die with the love.

2010-06-12T20:02:00.001+08:00

2010-06-07T00:46:00.002+08:00

Maid sama ;D

Love it to the max.

It'll never be the same

2010-06-03T21:48:00.005+08:00

First week of June holiday is about to end, and everything is piling up. Everything, is out of control. Beyond my control. I'm being seriously emotional. I can't control, yeah and sorry I've lied that I can . I just don't want you to worry. Oh well, I prefer not to talk about it either. Jc is really stressful but its keeping me from thinking other irrelevant stuffs. There's several times when I blamed on my mom and I'd purposely said that I should have go to poly instead. She's hurt. So am I. Everything is changing and I hate it. I hate to be alone. I can be left alone ANYWHERE but not when I'm home .. It feels worst. I always have nightmares that they'd abandon me .. I can't find my house, my family and I've entered a strange new world that certain stuffs don't exist in this world. You could have said its just a nightmare but to me, its different. I'm afraid. Afraid that it'd be true. Its really difficult to be faking a smile everytime. I wanted a listening ear but I refuse to tell anyone about it. Dumb eh ? Its really difficult to trust anyone again. I just wanna tell him. Just him. I know that every single gesture of his, any single text from him, practically makes my day. I won't say who he is, because he will be part of my secret. "My heart curses at me because I can’t even say I love you. My tears burst because my longing for you flows and flows. Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn and remain in my ears the whole day. Why does it have to be you. Why did I have to love you. Even if I shake my head, deny it. I can’t let you go. I love you, I love you forever. Even if you don’t look at me. Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know. Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know. My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot. You don’t know, no matter what." I just simply love him, wholeheartedly. I really thought the promises will be true but I'm wrong. I'm still wishing that someday, maybe someday, a miracle will happen. I'm just an idoit hah. Guess its karma or what. But I know, whoever really loves anyone before, will get what I mean. Sigh. I'd never ever agree if I've the ability to see the future that I will fall so deep and lose this.

Unfair

2010-06-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

I AM FUMING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!
fuck fuck fuck man . -'- .
Live is ALWAYS unfair ): grr .

Night :D

I'm back, yo . Shall update next time

Fear

2010-05-16T00:54:00.002+08:00

Sigh .
Hope I can get E-PL1 ):

Fragments

2010-05-01T22:35:00.004+08:00

No words, can describe how much, how much I miss them )': ..
Talk cork, gossip, play, we do practically everything :D! And I love it.
Of course, I miss a lot A LOT of other people heh . Like, the three babes too ! Its so different from now . Sometimes, I wonder if its better if i am in poly ? Perhaps .. I don't look forward to school anymore :/ its boring . No fun . Jes isn't there to disturb me, no one to gossip like qc, nobody can joke like Roy, nobody can be as sweet as Dawn . Tsk, no point ranting .

Bill and Tom ! Love them to max .

This year is gonna be tough .. without the support of them )':
Pa, I'm okay . I will make it through, laugh .

2010, is a disaster . It really is .

This week, its a really emotional week .. I wish I have a shoulder to lean on . I wish there will be someone i can talk to, i wish to talk to, i used to talk to .. I'm so tired of crying, so sick and tired of it. I wish someone will know that I'm upset but won't ask me why, yet trying their best to cheer me up. No matter how I hard I pray, god never response . When I recalled the first time I teared in front of Jes, she was shocked but Sinyan, and chua didn't ask why but cheer me up, and this made my heart aches even more.

Sometimes, I just hate myself so much

Selfish

2010-04-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

Everyone is selfish right ? Yeah, I agree. I wonder who is stupid enough to trust anyone totally. Failed my Nafa. Thanks to the incline pull up -.- wtf. No wonder why they have Nafa for . Pretty upset about it, hmm. But I guess I will alright LOL ! Just missing the old times too much :/
When people cheer for each other, encouragement. Tsk, I rely too much on Jes already. So I am struggling so much now. Somehow, I get pretty upset with myself because I argued with my parents .. I don't know why I chose to go to a college :/ . Now, I am not even sure if I want to push on because there is no longer motivation . No more . SO SAD ! Argh . Didn't attend Vj canon exposure ): But I manage to shop hah ! Gosh, my knee hurts to the max. AND MOMMY FORBID ME TO WATCH HORROR MOVIE TT SHE F O R B I D !! )):

People says, when you bump into each other for 3 times, its destiny to be together.
Hmm, doubt its true.

Rise and shine !

2010-04-09T08:22:00.000+08:00

Gosh !! Today is friday muhaha . THAT MEANS ITS A DAY TO SLACK !! Cant wait for school to end :)

Tonight ;

2010-03-27T19:04:00.001+08:00

Tsk, feeling seriously gloomy and i don't know why )': Don't feel like talking to anyone too .. Sometimes, i really think that she is bias. P/s: remember to turn off your electricity at 8.30 pm :) !! (OMG ITS SO COOL TO BLOG USING PHONE)

Am I heartless ?

2010-03-20T20:48:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, mom asked me if I wanted to visit Grandma(ah ma) this Saturday, and as usual, I said no. Hmm, somehow, Aunt dotes on me more and Uncle dotes on my sis more. So, I don't really want to visit her anymore :/ . Then my mom said I'm heartless and I nodded profusely. I am ? Really? Can I really dig out my heart like Davy Jones? Obviously not. I'm human. Just that I believe that love is something doesn't comes so easily, just like happiness. I love my grandma (: I can say that out loud !! Till now, somehow, I still think grandma and aunt dotes on me the most. This post will definitely break my mom's heart but I think she knows the reason why because somethings can't be forgotten this easily. Just like I hated Peicai that much but detest myself more. Why am I that timid ?! If, if I mustered enough courage to ask Mr Chia to let me go, probably I wouldn't be in this state.. I blamed myself, because I was the only one who didn't manage to see her during her last breathe when SHE REQUESTED TO SPEAK TO ME, TO LOOK AT ME ONCE MORE and I was nowhere to be seen.. Can you imagine how disappointed it will be ?! FUCK. Fuck and she just past away without talking to me at all. I had so many words to tell her. Fuck. I don't want to visit grandma, because I don't to accept the fact that Aunt is no longer here.. She is the best aunt ever. Trust me. If you're me, you are blessed. I missed her so much. I know she pampered me a lot that's why my mother is always scolding me because I am used to get whatever I want. Now, when I get bullied, I just simply cried in toilet, then I will complain why you abandon me so early. See, I am in a Junior college! And I did my job well (: I do and I miss you so much. Sorry..

R E C 2

2010-03-17T12:23:00.003+08:00

Waiting for it (:

Shortly after the events of the first film, a medical officer and a GEO team, equipped with video cameras, are sent into the quarantined apartment building to control the situation. After encountering some of the infected, the man from CDC uses something religious to fight them off. Surprisingly, it works. It turns out that the man from CDC is actually a priest sent by the church to get a blood sample from the Medeiros girl.

When they get to the attic, they find out that the infected can travel all around the building through the air ducts. The Medeiros girl is nowhere to be found. One of the GEO's goes up to the air duct and finds a sample of her blood - the only one that the original priest took from her. The priest then does something religious with some of it, and it explodes, confirming that it IS the blood he's looking for; however, the GEO member holding the rest of the blood drops it because of the explosion, rendering it useless. They then are forced to get the blood sample from the Medeiros girl herself.

There is a sub-plot going on while all of these events occur. Jennifer's father, who was outside getting medicine for his daughter (the infected girl from the the first film), manages to convince a firefighter to take him into the building. Now, moments before the building is quarantined , three teenagers are messing around on the roof. When the police quarantines the building, they find them and escort them back out to the street. The teenagers get back into the building through the sewage system; however, some of the firefighters see them and lock them inside so that nobody can get out through there. Inside, the teenagers find the woman's husband and the firefighter.

After a few more deaths, the two groups find each other. Then the group finds Angela Vidal - the reporter from the first movie. She has her camera with her. How she survived still remains unclear. One of the teenagers gets bitten by the infected, and so they restrain him. The priest then forces him to tell him where the Medeiros girl is, using his religious powers. The teenager (or the demon possessing him) tells him that she is "in the highest." The priest figures out that this means that she is in the attic. The chief though argues that they had already been there and they did not see anything. The demon then gives a hint that the "light" blinds them from seeing the path. When Angela was asked how she saw the Medeiros girl, she said she saw it through the Camera's Night Vision. The priest then deduced that some things can only be seen in the dark. Before leaving, they lock the teenagers in a room, probably for their protection.

Finally, they go back to the attic. When they turned on Angela's camera's night vision, a door that only appears in the dark led them to a room. Inside that room and with the lights off, they finally find the Medeiros girl. After some struggling, Angela blows her head off with a gun. The priest is enraged because he needed her, but all Angela wants to do is leave the building. At this point, the only survivors left are Angela, the priest, and a GEO member. When the priest refuses to authorize their exit, Angela starts to beat him up to force him to do so. The GEO team member tries to tell her to stop, but she eventually shoots and kills him. Then it is revealed that the Medeiros girl has already possessed Angela. She tells the priest that she doesn't really need him to get out, and then she kills him. She takes his radio and speaks through it using the priest's own voice, and says that "he" has been infected, and that the only survivor is a woman. When asked how the woman survived, Angela leans towards the camera and smiles.

Before the credits, however, the ending of the original film is shown; when Angela gets dragged by her feet into the dark, she manages to crawl back into the camera's sight, but the Medeiros girl quickly gets on top of her. Then she inserts her tongue into Angela's mouth. When she's done, it is revealed that the tongue is really a hideous, worm-like organism that gets inside of Angela. After the whole thing is inside her, she smiles ominously. Then she hears the GEO team and the priest, and she goes into hiding, thus marking the beginning of the film. [5]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/REC_3#Sequel

Sigh, what should I do ? Feel like talking to sunshine right now :/. Argh, depress zz.

Hey Hey Hey !

2010-03-12T19:10:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM BINTAN :D

Love it because of the evacuation ! Omg . Bintan is really nice.

However, I've managed to survive in there without having any fans or air-conditioner (I sweat like shit).

-Reading Vampire kisses (finally got hold of volume one)

-Having test next Monday and Tuesday.

-Going to catch Shinee tmr (L)

A toy -

2010-03-08T21:11:00.006+08:00

Hey folks, I'm going to Bintan ~ !

Then I will get tan again -.- Whatever .

If Time machine ever exists, where would I stop ? Where would I replay ?

Pardon me for getting so emotional. Because I'm going to Bintan ): Miss home.

So many stops, uncountable replays. Far too many regrets.

Death, love, betrayals. Oh fuck. Crap. GOODNIGHT.

And mommy said NO MORE HORROR MOVIE ): Sad .

Tsk sigh -.- . Insomnia

Goodbye ;

2010-02-16T12:06:00.007+08:00

This is probably my last entry . Laughs !
Because I will have a hectic life . Hmm, nothing much to say :/
I am gradually, used to the environment there (:
Thou certain people irks me zz .
Just a few words to my dear friends who had been with me, tolerating me .

1). Lirong,

Hey babe, thanks for being me through up and down (:
Hmm, we do quarrel and that's a good sign ! Because that means we are able to know each other better ^^ . Don't stress too much . You have QianCi and me ! Even though I'm seldom available .
Well, all the best for your O's :D See ya this sat , wink * .

2). Darius Ho QianCi,

Yo Friend ! HAHA . Omg lah -.- I don't know what to say but thanks friend .
I will text you like nearly everyday LOL !!

3). Chong JiaLin aka Jes,

Hello little girl (: You don't emo anymore ! I prefer your usual self .
Somehow we managed to be friends xD !! And thanks to Mr Chia .
You are a really really good friend to me .
Thanks for not dying otherwise I shall be the murderer . Seriously, I appreciate your concern and kindness . Thanks for teaching me . I doubt anyone is willing to teach me and sacrifice yourself .We somehow achieve our goals ! I don't know why but when I see you I will be extremely happy ! Probably because I can be myself when I'm around you . Because I know you are not a bad person and I don't have to build a barrier around myself when I chat with you (: .
You're a great friend and I am really really honoured to be your friend .Sorry that I'm pretty demanding at certain times but you always tolerate it .I may be overboard when I mock or joke at you but you never gets angry . Instead, you fight back -.- . But I must say, I really improved in guai lan you haha !! You better don't emo alright ?!Otherwise I emo too -.- Then I shall emo FOREVER :DHey you know, you never know what one's heart or mind is really feeling or thinking . Probably they have made a good decision for you but they just don't wanna tell you .
Cherish what you have now (: So that you won't regret when its all gone . Jes, really thank you for every single thing . You thought me how beautiful this world is .You gave me hope when I was about to give up on everything . Thank you my friend .
All the best (: Do stay in contact okay ? :D Hope to see you this saturday so I can bully you again ! haha .

4). Tan Peimin,

Hellos :D !! I miss you so much ): Thanks for taking care of me ! Really (:
I feel gulity because I never really done anything for you .. You are always taking care and protecting me (: and I really appreciate that ! Thanks for being my listening ears :D Thank you .
When I've no one to turn to, you appeared and you don't mind me ranting . Yet, you listened and talk me through . Hmm we have not eat together ): Last long with your bf ! Haha ! Hope to see you real soon :>

4). Joel and Kevin,

(kevin is the one looking down )

Hello cute daddys :D Thanks for being my dad !

Joel, cheer up :D there are a lot of meimei outside haha ! Thank you for cheering me up and baking those really really delicious biscuits ! You will definitely be a good husband xD .
Cause you are caring and funny ! Pa, jys (: I will always support you . Like what you did even thou we are not that close heh .

Kevin, HELLO ! Sorry ): Can't text you otherwise I will get scoldings again .
Even thou I sent one text to indo haha ! We've been friends like 4 years right ?!
Omg :D . Sorry for being so harsh to you :/ .. But you are a good dad too (:
No son-in-law okay haha ! I don't want any . Even thou I think I do have one in mind .
And its definitely not that stalker -.- !! Thanks for tolerating me .
You are also a super good listening ears, always taking care of this super good daughter haha .
When you come back to sg, I will ask you to read my blog >:D
Thanks for always standing by me . A lot of things happened . I always vent my anger on you but you never get angry (: You always console me when I am down haha .
Thanks daddy ! Haha . Last long with Sh hehe .

I discovered this photo in Peimin's profile :D

Look at darius, LOL !!!
Fucking funny .

And he finally saw it !

Hmm, I will hardly update :D
Love .. Its so scary yet tempting . Ciaos, xoxo .

Random info :
This happened last year . I was back from tuition, and no one was home . Obviously, I went to the bathroom to bathe lah . I sang while bathing . Then I heard someone laughing .
I stone there . Trying not to make any noise and there is no phone in my bathroom zz .
So I just stand in the bathroom, without moving for half an hour and naked, waiting for my parents to come back -.-

Thanks to Andy LOL !!

2010-02-13T17:00:00.000+08:00

Going to Grandma house ): Boring zz
Shall update tonight

NoNo

2010-02-02T20:03:00.004+08:00

I want to see that Shuai Ge again!

Too bad, I didn't stalk but I happen to have his photo, laughs.

P/S : Is ShuaiGe, not I like . Must really thanks Qc hah !

What the hell ?!

2010-01-27T18:55:00.004+08:00

1).Whenever you board a bus or when you're in the train, you can see the reserved seat sign for the elderly, pregnant women, and child .
I get pissed off when people just pretend not to see them at all . Recently, I went out with my mom . We were chatting in the bus and somehow our conversation started .

Mom, "Eh, you know, there is a time when a lady asked me to give up my seat, claiming she is old when she is middle age and I was carry ton of stuffs from fairprice."

Me, "Just say HUH lah ."

Mom, " I've said HUH three times and she even speak English to me ."

Me, "(^$%#%$#^#@) Point to your ear and shake your hand will do -.- ! "

Sometimes, I really think that the government should do something about this .
Imagine the train and bus is filled with these kind of people . I think I can die .
See, NOT ALL YOUNGSTERS ARE FIT . Gosh -.-
We need to rest right ?! Not because of long hours of shopping . Is work !
Due to the ageing population, we(youngster/adults) have to work like doubly hard zz .
Probably we only get 4 hours of sleep per day and you don't have a car .
Obviously, you would like to have a seat to rest right ?

I've worked for a month before and I took a bus to my workplace everyday in the morning .
The bus was always packed due to the elderly . I even slept throughout the journey(1 hour) by standing up . I just hope that the government will do something about this .
Its really annoying . I'm not trying to blame the elderly, pregnant women or the child .
They deserved these seats but somehow the elderly is the main cause .
I'm not trying to blame them .
Hopefully the government can find a solution about this .
They should send out more buses/train ? No idea .

2). I've to say most of the Food court and 'Hawker Centre' are okay ?
I have mysophobia/ germophobia,a pathological fear of contact with dirt, to avoid contamination and germs . (That's why I'm always washing my hands -.- )
I hate to go to public toilet(but the posh restaurant's restroom is superb), hate to go to market, 'Hawker centre', even food court .
Now, I go to 'hawker centre' and food court . Its okay . Not clean enough :x
One day, there was this woman in her 30's ? She was complaining how dirty the table were !
And She even said that she was disgusted that the cleaner cleaned the table for her and it was really smelly -.-
She keeps complaining that I didn't even want to finish my noodle .
What's wrong with her ?! Its really better now, bitch .
She said they(cleaner) shouldn't even be employed ! And said that the cleaner in Japan, cleans the table with hot water and soap .
I was like, 'Woa! live there then ! Don't come to Sg if you complain so much . Might as well have your meals in your own house or you can be the cleaner and I will be so glad ."
And I went off .

Tsk tsk . Some people just don't know how to be grateful .

I'm loving GAGA . Cause, its the fame MONSTER . :>

2010-01-21T19:23:00.000+08:00

BLAH BLAH . I feel good . Tata, Love

Courage, the cowardly dog

2010-01-16T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hey :D . Had my hair cut short -.-
Surprisingly, I did not cry . Laughs .

Aching heart ain't broken

2010-01-12T18:08:00.004+08:00

I AM FREAKING OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its dead end either way -.- FUCK . Shit man .

Allison Harvard :DDDDDDD drooling * (Fyi, I'm not les . Straight . Duh )

Brah . Perhaps I should spend sometime to think if I should go to Jc or Poly

enjoy ^-^

Silently

2010-01-09T15:17:00.003+08:00

One more day . Oh god -.-
No mood to blog zz .

Fuck .

Hypnotized

2009-12-29T17:51:00.006+08:00

Guess what's this ?

24/12

27/12

Aww, I'll miss you all ):

Lmao -.- See . He's gonna punch (LOL)

Li Juan(left), Roland (right)

They always quarrel lmao .

Marlita kept laughing :D

She is really funny and cute . Its my first time working and I really enjoyed . Thank you (:

I've sacrificed enough to gain your trust . Yet, you still don't trust me .

What more can I sacrifice now ? I've only my life left .

Amy rocks . You guys should really check her out .

Her songs are always what the others and I are feeling .

I like this (:<

Love is sick .

2009-12-17T21:38:00.003+08:00

Man . Hell to Tigerwoods heh !
I miss Jes ): . I want to bully her :/
I don't miss Qian Ci LOL ! We just text each other roughly half an hour ago -.-
I don't miss Roy cause I saw him xD !
I miss Dawn TT ..

I miss school !

Tsk -.- , I shall emo ^^v till Lirong is back . Joking zz .

Have to work tmr .. Sighs, tsk .

ITS EDDIE PENG ! OMG . I'm gonna watch this muhahahas !! >:D HAHAHAHA !!

Finally ;

2009-12-10T09:49:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK WOOOOOOOOO :D !!
Freak . I am jubilant . LOL ?! C'mon its beyond that -.-
I've not touch TV for 6 hours, movie for 1 week3days, com 2 weeks, shopping .. uh 6 months ago ?
Pathetic . Currently I'm working in M&S :D Love it .
Finally had a job . Yeah baby (: Plus I'm in Great World .
Initially, I thought there would hardly be anybody in the shopping mall .
However, I was wrong ! Foreigners flood the place .
Europeans, China, Indonesia, Korean, Japan, etc eh ? Plus the toddlers are ADORABLE (not as adorable as Allison wink *)
AH . Yes, my lunch time is rather weird . Sometimes, when I was in the Food Department, my stomach grumbled -.- But not hungry to the extent that my mouth water zz .
First day working in M&S, I was pretty scared . I'm afraid the staffs aren't friendly .
However, they are super friendly and funny :D So far, no hypocrites . Phew .
I enjoy working with them, but it was rather tiring and boring when there isn't a crowd .
Now, I never ever want to be a cashier -.-
Nets is a seriously dumb machine and it makes me go gaga . Lucky I don't have to pay 88 bucks .
Too bad, I've blog about where I'm working in :/
Otherwise I would flood the post with certain _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ because I don't want to get fired ^^ .

Plus its a bad sign that when I watched cruel temptation(妻子的诱惑), you'll see smoke coming out of me and I scold that Bitch countless time heh . Don't know what's the problem with my sister -.- I don't want to know anything from them . Not a single shit .
She was two timed again, not my problem . She has big boobs, my problem is it ?!
She was pestered by modelling agency, my problem ?!
Fyi, creating talent is not a good agency -.-. Sorry Peimin, I just googled about them :/
I decided not to get so URGH and make slanderous statements about her because she was innocent . Unlike her oh-so-innocent cousin that makes my sister's life like hell .
Fine fine forget it -.- Its my leave today . Supposed to relax and get crazy and not angry .

Sunday, dinner with clique . Hmm .. I doubt I can make it . Brah .

I've got to work tomorrow, sigh .

Boring

2009-11-23T15:18:00.003+08:00

I shall write a new post next time :D

Nostalgic .

2009-11-18T14:44:00.003+08:00

Photo of the day :D Love it . Ty LR !

Bored at home ): Watching Kindaichi . Hunting for jobs !!
Sighs -.-

People, 2012 is a must must must watch movie ! Even if you're gonna die the next minute (:

I'll never let go ;

2009-11-14T08:51:00.008+08:00

Hey J . I'm proud of you that's all . I just wished you can walk down this path bravely .
We will support you, and you don't have to worry about anything like that !
Its rather stupid . For any problem, there comes a solution .
Don't give up because of those bitches, show them . I'll be there . I promise .
You know, I've never said this before because I can't .
Now, I'll say and I hope you can do some reflection . You don't have to keep smiling if its tiring .
Probably we never understand . No one ever know what one's heart if feeling exactly .
I am not lecturing you because you hate it -.- Fine .
I love you now . More than ever .
Don't you ever find it surprising of my drastic change of behaviour and character ?
Have you ever wondered ? You know I am always jealous of you .
Ever since you existed . Do even know how lonely I am ?
I am sorry I did those things to you before .
I do feel guilty, so I am always trying to help you, correct you but I guess you are sick and tired of this . Sometimes, I get so lonely that I simply wanted someone to sit beside me will do .
And I didn't know that it will cause you that much trouble .
All of us have changed . Everybody has one dvd and a LCD in their room .
We don't gather in living room and watch programmes anymore .
Laughter died long ago . I missed them . I got so lonely, fed up that I just locked myself up .
Sometimes, I wanted mummy to accompany me too .
But she never wanted . She only goes to your room .
Me ? I just sit on my bed and look at the four walls . Probably you feel that I am treated better .. But I am not . Listen, we are both treated equally .
And I am glad that sometimes you don't have to listen to the adults conversation even though its in dialect . But I have to even if I don't want . It got so heart aching .
AND I'VE GOT NO ONE TO SHARE ! Stop it you know .
Stop all these crap . Just stand up . Be brave and fight it all . Fight it down, trash them .
Trash those Bitches and I will celebrate with you ! I will give anything you want . Everything .
Perhaps excluding all my money (TeeHee, $_$) . Remember not all friends are reliable .
So quit being a good girl . So what if you are labelled a loner . I am .
But do you think I care ? Nah . Just have some few friends that are reliable . You don't have to have a lot of friends . So what if you really have a lot ? Are they gonna pay your living expenses ? The answer is no .
And I just don't want you to go through what I had . Sorry for everything .
I just wanted to be a good sister that's all .

You know, I have always love you that much . But I just don't know how to express it to you other than scolding . I hope you understand . Hah, I am pretty hopeless but you're not !
I know this will be rather stressful because you will be pressurising yourself .
However, just do your best alright ? Remember Aunt , Mummy ?
You know whenever I feel like giving up everything, the first thing that appear is this family .
I can't let it go . Never . So don't give up easily alright ? I'll keep improving on my temper -.-
HAHA ! We will be watching 2012 this Sunday too (: Whole family !
AND, remember to read up Chapter 2 because I will be testing when I come back .

With love,
Ju .

For you .

2009-11-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

I wonder where I should go after taking my results :/ .
Bet that my results gonna sucks .

Boo !

2009-10-13T18:37:00.005+08:00

Is anybody curious why I'm not afraid of Horror/Gore/Horror+Gore movie ?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS . I think so LOL !
Anyway. Yes, I was afraid AT FIRST .
First horror movie I've watched is a chinese Vampire story . It was awful and I was 5 ):

I've nightmare .
And I sleep with pillows around and my dog (I was beaten by my mother -.-).
BECAUSE,
I'm afraid there will be coffin beside me and the Chinese Vamp jumped and chop my below off .

Second horror movie I was caught offguard is this :

Its a story about Karma ? No idea . To those who know the story: I knew that the scene will be her head . But I was still shocked . Due to the sound effects ?
After this two movies, hmmm, the rest doesn't excite me that much ):
Perhaps the exorcism of Emily Rose, 5ive girls, Midnight meat train, Jason The Last Friday (old one) .
5ive girls,

He sliced and diced .

However, I had one side effect after watching particular Korean Horror movie .
I can't remember the tittle but the Ghost kills within the mirror :D
SO . I don't really like mirror -.- .
Second effect is I used to count the number of steps zzz .
Please don't say I'm freaky LOL .
Alright, I've read a book - 13 steps to Dark Man door .
I used to have this in my mind :

One in fire, two in blood, three in storm and four in flood .
Five in anger, six in hate, seven fear and evil eight .
Nine in sorrow, ten in pain . Eleven death and Twelve life again .
Thirteen steps to Dark Man door, won't be turning back no more .

Third effect :
Even if Escape Theme Park Ghost House is not scary,
I nearly Peed and cry .

See, I was just craving for more movie :/
But nobody can reccommend zz . Ah friends, if you've read my blog ..
Don't shun me -.- I don't know black magic (: Tee hee . Amen .

But, I still prefer Criminal mind to Horror movies (excluding Ghost Whisperer)

Many thumps up * Poor Mike Hah .

Yamada rocks :D!!

1:12 onwards !

About ME :D!

2009-10-13T18:37:00.001+08:00

Final Goodbye -

2009-10-04T13:50:00.002+08:00

2/09
Its was memorable day .
Although I always say I wanted to leave this school as soon as possible,
but my heart ache when my daddy drove me home . Yes, I hate this school .
Everything about it . I keep saying I wanted my old friends back .
However, I realised I can't live without the friends I've made in Pcss :D
Hahs ! Thanks Dawn, Jes, Qc, Roy, Shu Huey, for making my life in school to be filled with delights !
Special thanks to Lr, Kevin .
I guess I won't be able to move on without you guys (:
Thanks Jes for teaching me rofl !
And Simin :D . Man, you rocks . That guy -.- zz Forget him eh !

Well, picture speaks a thousand words . But I doubt I can upload it ( I'M LATE !!!)
I've made new friends this year too !
Soo, Goodbye ?

A Single Bullet Got Me ;

2009-09-29T18:00:00.005+08:00

Welcome !! Lols, I'd be entertaining myself -.-

Blahs ! So much stuff to say (: Hmm went out with JieShi hahas !

God, it was awkward initially .. But we went on talking :D

Poor JieShi LOL . Annnnd . I'VE RECEIVED PRELIMS RESULT :D

Fucking happy ! Well well ..

L1R5 : 11

L1R4 : 9

Hmm I just need 1 more marks for both Chemistry and English to up one grade -.-

Ahem, but I'm not feeling well :/

If I'm able to use my Prelim results .. Argh . Stress .

Anyway, I've someone to introduce (: Yamada Ryosuke !

If Andy is here, haha . He will swear again . Because ..

He look so much like a girl (Ultra Pretty) :D ! And when he wears Kimono . LOL !!

I guess all the boys will go crazy chuckles *

And I've got his picture, video, songs in my touch hehe .

Guess what ?! He is 16, 09/05/1993 , 1.62m :D SAME HEIGHT

I love his voice HAHA . AND CHINEN YURI !!

Check out 1:45 onwards hahas !

Check 2:11 onwards

Check out : 【探偵学園Q】 Tantei Gakun Q and Scrap teacher ! :D Love it hahas

OH BACKSTREET BOYS IS BACK !! Awesome songs (:

Love them :D

Ciaos!.

; when we walk passed each other

Aint L .

2009-09-18T21:58:00.002+08:00

LOL ! Prelim over (: . Surf the net, check out Xiaxue's video . Freaaaaak .

Its hot -.- PRELIM OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Undefine Fear

2009-09-09T09:09:00.003+08:00

I'm tired sorry . I need my peace alright .
I'm not going to Prom z .
But I'm paying that will do . Sorry Jes .

Evanescence is awesome :D!
For eg, Last Breathe, My immortal, Good enough, Everybody's fool, etc .

My immortal - Evanescence .

Its seriously awesome . That's how I'm feeling, right now hehs .

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears .
Though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

Who's here for me ? No one . Not even once .
Neither do i need your sympathy

Echo & Narcissus

2009-09-07T09:38:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
Looked down on
Disappointment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Lols its kind of true, but too bad . I've learned not to be kind to people (:
Hahs, I know my blog is rotting (:
Dawn : Hahas . I've got no comment about it . Neither do I know what I've done to make you think so .
But I've got something to show you . Hopefully I'll be able to catch you in school then !

Speechless

2009-08-27T11:42:00.000+08:00

Lols :D . I have MC for two days ! Weeeee . I feel GOOD lalalala ~ Hmm I am slacking yea ?! I am actually 16 -.-
It doesn't feels good . I AM OLD ): Bla . Later Jes and Luo Xi coming my house hehs >:D LOVE IT .
Alright, actually i don't know what to post :/ thinking * Today is the release of Final Destination !
Anndddddddddddddd, I saw a cute guy on Monday ? Random -.-
Oh ! I wanna show two caucasian grins *

First is SUPERMAC18 : (God, He's really funny and cute)

Second, Justin Bieber :

:D Awesome ! Do support both of them .
Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Abase yourself -

2009-08-22T19:14:00.001+08:00

Hmm Blog sucks now -.- Can't put in photos . Its corrupted ):
Blah, whatever . Now I'm blogging :D . Because nobody have my new link -.-
Was pretty upset when I didn't manage to get A1 for MT . So I have decided to re-take !
But I doubt I'll study zz . Went to school, passed down . Hmm, went home . Fever ! Congrats
Too bad, I can't show Justin Bieber photo D: What a cute guy . I'm getting kind of lost lately .
Headache . O's coming ): I doubt that I can cope with it . Sighs, Jc hur .
Had a little chat with Qc today . Now, I know more about someone grins *
Actually, the reason I wanted to go to a Jc is a rather different reason ?
I just wanted my parents to be able to be proud of me just for even 1 seconds (:
To prove the logic : "Stupid parents give birth to stupid child . " is fucking wrong .
I've been working hard since last year . People have been wondering and I was pretty amazed too . Shocked ?
I'm glad I am not that childish anymore . Grown up hahs !
Being able to get into a Jc is my wish, just so that my parents wouldn't be laughed at for spending too much money on a stupid girl .
Even though my parents have told me tons of times that as long as you don't go astray, they'll be happy .
PSLE has haunt me - Till today, right now, this minute. I'm afriad . Afraid that the whole process will happen again .
I don't want to see them crying, diappointed . I wanted to do somthing for them, make them smile .
Everyone has a reason for doing particular things . There isn't a fucking kind soul like my mother .

2009-07-05T10:34:00.000+08:00

I've got my new blog, so byebye to this one hahas♥!.

2009-07-02T16:47:00.003+08:00

No idea what to post hahs . School reopen, claps * -.-
Board the wrong bus today, tsktsk . 76 = 74 hahas .
And there is problem with blogger again zz . Blabla ; man i hate this .
M.J. Died ):

Agnes somehow look like Leona :O

Thank you

2009-06-22T10:21:00.015+08:00

Holliday is ending D: . I've been slacking all dayyy long . Watching all the tv Shows ?
Hees . Alright . Hmm, before i say this . I want to clarified that i'm not sexist :x
I'm alright with Gay, Transexual, Bisexual, Lesbian . However, if you make out outside -.-
Right in front of me, in the Train ! When its all so squeezy . I can't stand it zz ?
I train to Orchard to shop with Mummy and my sister, then we saw Lesbians ..
They hug, kiss, whisper in each other ears . Viola . Everybody is staring at them >.>
Even Ang Mohs and i go eeeeewwwwwwwwww HAHA .
Then i saw a Pervert Ö . He stare at boobs but definitely not mine !
Annnnnnnd heees . I realised Matsumoto Jun and Mizushima Hiro look alike :D Hot .
Lirong, jealous ? Chuckles *

Oh i've been wanting to finish this comic -.-
But i dare not to buy LOL . Cause the cover image toooooooo ahemn :D
So, is there anyody who reads this :x ? Lend me hehs

He is Hakuron .
And i want Dr.Marten's boots, Nike Sneakers and Polaroid D:
June Holiday is ending soon right :D So i've packed all my feelings .
My mask is ready (: And i won't go there, never -.-
Otherwise i won't what will happen hehs .
Well well, mummy bought BOF again weeee .

Gu JunPyo, Gu JunPyo !

Edited .

That's my final decision .

2009-06-18T16:32:00.007+08:00

Isn't she beautiful ? Taken by Steve Mccurry .
He takes many nice photographs :D

Alright . Now, i mean right now . I feel like killing myself -.- '
WHERE ARE THEY ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh, Ms Lim . Where are you TT .. Ms Yap ~.~ my final hope, Ms Lee .
Hahas ! Alright . I hope they will be in school tomorrow . Kow-tow *
I know i v suay -.- But please not tomorrow .
I always had the worst nightmares and they are weird LOL .
Let me share (:
I dreamt that Sameul Pang got killed . His head was ripped off by some kuku monster .
Next, the whole world dies .
Then, I dreamt of WW3, I saw Hilter and my confession failed zz .
After that i woke up and realise my dog is wet . Because i was drooling :x
I was drooling because i saw icecream in my dream -.- !
Hmm, yesterday night . I dreamt my Sister is a BISEXUAL ?! Fuck .
And she was pregnant ._. HAHA . I wonder what's tonight ..
HEHEEEEEEE . Simin, cheer up yo ! He suck pussy :D

Hate ; when you made me love you

Yawns .

2009-06-16T09:38:00.006+08:00

LOL . Nice Song, LOVE IT :D This better than Eamon solo .

Oh Absolute Boyfriend is showing :o i bet manga is better ! Hehs .

I LOVE NIGHT .

Pictures, enjoy :

Alright i shall continue in the next entry (:

Got to continue my book :D .

I'm gonna memorise this fucking song inside out :D HOLY SHIT .

Dude, Fuck you . Hahs, you made me love you fucking mad .

And you cheated, oh mama . Faggot .

I miss you fucking much . Fuck all the crying . Fuck you, faggot . Hahas !

Hmm something funny, watch this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hgsw5Hg0Ag&feature=related and this !

I've Big eyes !

2009-06-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

Andy been making fun of me ): ! That i've smaaall eyes .
Alright . And we had dinner together LOL ?!
Hmm, kind of surprise . Went to granny house, the door couldn't open .
Yea, then blahblah . Msg Kenneth ,talking to Baby right now (:
Feeling better, i assume ? Baby, cheer up !

The only place to hide - is gone .

5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0 .

2009-06-04T18:09:00.004+08:00

Soon, tears will fill my eyes .
And my heart will sink ;
I'll shall bring it over with a facade appearance to keep my Pride and Ego .
I can do it, yes i can .

I hate the adults

Hellos world (:

2009-06-03T19:02:00.003+08:00

This is SHINee :D ! Sorry, please don't say Jong Hyun is gay -.- And Taemin is HOT .
Hahs . Sorry, i really don't feel like talking so please understand that :/
I'm selfish alright, because i hate to share my stuffs . Yawns .
Gees, bought my headphone !
Now its Polariod hees . Then, i should start saving money -.-
What should i do ? I'm broke . The GSS ! And my comics poof
Its really embarassing taking money from parents :/
Oh ! Hahas, today is fun (: Thanks Xq and Pm .
Feeling better, and of course ! I played with Paper cutter hehs .

Aye, Weijie . Lols, i read your stuff . Sorry, that's who i am .
Chill alrights, i've really got to look for it

거짓말

2009-06-02T10:08:00.005+08:00

Hellos :D . Its here, The Queenstown Photo .
Hmm, my results were okay (:
Yesterday MT paper was difficult .
Alright, i've got nothing to say -.- Fuck .
Probably i should just do what i want to do this June :D
After celebrating ahemn birthday, i shall go mia (: chuckles *
Don't ask why, cause i need to find myself .
I need time to forget, forgive this stuffs .
Xq, Pm sorry i'm gonna give up ..
Sorry if i say i'll go out with you guys .
But i doesn't have the mood to do so . I'll blog ! Maybe :D
Aye ! Don't bother to msg me, i won't reply .

Oh . WeiJie, i know something :D I stalked you rofl .
Sorry if i've made you so sad . Sorry .

I don't know what's happening . But i just wanna say this ;
Conflict is solved, clique is still there . I love you guys .
I love all my friends, my classmates :D
Clique, you guys never failed to make me smile .
Even if i'm gloomy, sad, ap, whatever .
I know there is internal conflicts, but we are still one .
I'm glad . Lirong, thanks for writing that post .
Sorry if i've been too demanding, you never failed to stand by me .
No, you're always the one . So i guess i won't be going out with you know .
Thanks everybody :D yea . Just don't bother to open me up anymore

Sometimes, i really wish somebody will understand me . Even if its just one person . Fuck .

No, i've had enough

2009-05-23T15:28:00.004+08:00

My Baby is saying Hi to all (: . Nothing much to say .
Feeling extremely down, but i don't know who to turn to
See, how beautiful this song's lyrics is :D !
Bet that you guys know who i'm missing (:
Sian LOL . Sorry, but just tolerate with my rantings alright .
Tonight, will just be another night alone -.-
Alright, people will stare at me weirdly as thou i'm some run-away-home kid .
Forget it :D ! Just have fun .

//Edited :o

Yesterday ;

2009-05-22T10:56:00.005+08:00

Hellos i'm already in holiday mood gees . Still didn't manage to catch the Roach -.-
Damn, he know how to run and hide . Grr, but today no school (: !
Weee, mass download of music >:D Aye, i've got the pic that i wanna show !
I wanna have this haircut (: After O's . Hehs, any idea ?
And Adam didn't win ): HE DIDN'T ! Gosh . Its alright :D Still have Archie LOL
I don''t know what to blog about either -.- Yawns . Nachoooos grins*

I'm still thinking, are you afraid if i'm gone for good .

I'm just a man; Ain't a Hero

2009-05-21T17:12:00.003+08:00

Edited/
Exams are over . Over freeeeeeeeeeeak :D I don't have to raise the flag too .
I can assured everyone that i confirm score damn badly :/
Boy boy, .
Many things happen during this few weeks .
But at least i know, mummy, i'll not disappoint you again .
That's why i'm pressing myself so hard to score, but i doubt i am getting good grades .
I really hope, i can be the one you rely on . I promised to Her too .
No matter what i won't let you suffer thats my purpose for living now (:
This Family - is my everything . Thats my reason, .

disenchanted - my chemical romance

2009-04-19T16:05:00.005+08:00

Tittle : 8 Stars :D!

Leonardo Dicaprio and Kate Winslet :DDD . Oh my mama !

Finally on cinema, but its M18 -.- { Due to sexual scenes } .

Frank and April have always seen themselves as special, different, ready and willing to live their lives based on higher ideals. So, as soon as they move
into their new house on Revolutionary Road, they proudly declare their
independence from the suburban inertia that surrounds them and determine
never to be trapped by the social confines of their era. Yet for all their charm,
beauty and irreverence, the Wheelers find themselves becoming exactly
what they didnt expect: a good man with a meaningless job whose nerve has
gone missing; a less-than-happy homemaker starving for fulfillment and
passion; an American family with lost dreams, like any other. Driven to
change their fates, April hatches an audacious plan to start all over again,
to leave the comforts of Connecticut behind for the great unknown of Paris.
But when the plan is put in motion, each spouse is pushed to extremes one to
escape whatever the cost, the other to save all that they have, no matter
the compromises.

Well, when i'm 18 . They must produce better movies chuckles *

I won't be blogging :D . Seeeya !

Love, Crush ? oh i give up (:

2009-04-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

Tittle : Tokyo Friends The Movie :D !

Peeps, Ai Otsuka is in this movie >< !

So is that Handsome guy rofl . Her Boyfriend in movie .

This is the continuous from Tokyo Friends :D

Its awfully nice . And i passed my Nafa woo hoo -.-

I actually failed my Inclined grins *

So Long :D . Its Ghost Whisperer time !

2009-04-15T15:13:00.006+08:00

Tittle : Singapore's DBS bank CEO Stanley dies

Good Morning

Hohos . I actually blogged on weekdays :/
Cause Chemistry test is post poned !! Hooraaaaay, i knew it (:
My prediction is right >:D Today Ken got beaten up ..
Sian -.- Nothing to write about .
LOL . i'm having mix feeling :/

Deleted (:

Sat Apr 11, 6:43 am ET
SINGAPORE – Richard D. Stanley, chief executive of Singapore's
DBS Group Holdings Ltd., has died from complications of leukemia. He was
48.
Stanley joined DBS, Southeast Asia's biggest bank, last May and was
diagnosed with acute myelogenous leukemia in January and died Saturday,
the bank said in a statement.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090411/ap_on_re_as/as_singapore_obit_stanley

2009-04-12T19:20:00.006+08:00

Tittle: It goes Woo lala :D .
Heyoos (:
10/05
Watched Shopaholic with Lirong and Billy on Friday .
Ahemn, i didn't get owned by Billy alrights ! He cheated :D
I owned Lirong LOL ! Lirong is UNO noob tee hees !

11/05
Its Saturday :D ! Means looking at handsome guy day rofl .
{I prefer inner beauty LOL -.-} But Lirong, if you're definitely not him .
But i'm a joker in class :/
Vincent: Miao Qin, answer .
Me : D
Vincent : C { turns to board }
Me : D
Vincent : C
Me : D !!
Vincent : C
Then it continues .. After that He say the answer is C and he smiled .
The class laugh D: So malu zz .
And every saturday night is my chance to stare in the night sky :D
No stars that night , heart sinks . Even tofu can't cheer me up, cause ants are in my soup :/
Daddy went away as usual, so i eat alone again .
I remembered someone asked why i walk with my head down .
I've got the answer :D ! Cause i believed miracale will happen hohos .
And i saw coins grins * Obviously i take and donate .
Kind right ? Thanks (:
Its like i find more about myself everyday

12/05
I woke up very early . Really .
My alarm clock rang about 5.30 am ? But i slept till 7 -.-
So chiong all the homework , but i gave up chinese and english LOL .
Don't feel like going for guides ): Sian eeeeeee .
OH .

Specially for Joel(Ah Pa ) :D ! : {He requested :x }
Hees . Hellos Horny (: Father and Daughter right ! LOL .
Don't care Kevin lahs ! He must be enjoying, abandonding us D:
Ah Pa don't sad, i shall get the biggest, cutest eyes and sexiest body woman for you :D
Next time go out today, i hunt for you LOLOL . Hehs .
Thanks Ah Paaa , i know your crush :DDDDDDD ~
Really don't sad eh ! Its alright both of us also 失恋 rofl .
I going to crap already ._. Hohos . Aye, next time then chat lahs ^^

Oh people ! Remember to catch Harper's island

Pictures :D, enjoy

Hellos Xiao Qing (: Jane took this photo hahs !

Hellos two Mr. Egg ^^

One of the Egg producer rofl . My camera sucks :/

I know i'm ugly (:

My Sis is gonna kill me zz
My photography skills not bad right rofl :x

Aunt, R.I.P alright . Its been two years .. I still remorseful .
I blamed myself for being such a coward . I couldn't make it for the last moment .
I was the last person you wanted to see, yet i .. insisted on not going .
Sorry, but i will try my best . Things really changed a lot ever since you left us .
I've changed (: . Much sensible now , but i'm not sure if mummy like it .
Not a spoiled brat anymore, i understand the lifes of being ordinary citizens now .
Mummy been suffering a lot, really .
And Grandma . Grandma is old, she can't remember me anymore ..
Oh and Clark Quay changed too !
The arcade was gone , so is the rainforest cafe .
I think the waffle hotdog shop is gone too ): Remember when you used to play with us ?
After that we will go home and get scolded by Grandma ? Hahas .
I guess i really have to move on by myself ..
My beloved Aunt, I promise i'll be . Someday ..
I'll do anything to see you again :D

2009-04-03T14:19:00.003+08:00

Tittle : The feelings came back, all of ém .

Heyooo :D . Its the 3rd third ever since April Fool !
I've pranked 12 people . Hahas, and i enjoyed .
But i pranked two person after April Fool (:
Victim no. 11 : Ong Wei Jie .
Me : Heyoo :D ! {1/4, 10.45pm }
Me : Hellos :D ! {1/4, 11.01 pm}
WeiJie : SORRY! my phone flat yesterday O: {2/4, 8.22am}
Me : Aiya, nbms . Over already sian
WeiJie : LOL! sorry sorry D:
Me : So hows you and Nigel ?
WeiJie : LOL! relax ~_~ he & i ? like tat lo O:
Me : OH i see . His my bestest man D:
WeiJie : BESTEST? wad's tat? o.o
Me: Bestest friend
WeiJie : WDF! X_x
Me : Happy belated April Fool :D !

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Victim no.12 : Kenneth :D

Me : Hells :D ? Hows today ? { i think i send that }

Kenneth : Oh! P.s! Forget reply tat day! Lol. Same. slacking at hme.

Me : Eh i've got good news (: { can't rmb }

Kenneth : Har ? What good news {something like that }

Me : Oh . I patch with him .

Kenneth : Lol. Hu? Joseph?

Me : Yea

Kenneth : Ooh.. Lols. All the best dens!

Me : LOL ! Happy belated April Fool (: . Btw, i won't patch with that jerk .

The End ! LOL . Such a lamer rofl, fun thou :D

Today is meeting the parents day :o . I went, forced my mummy to go grins *

Reached school saw Ahpa :o , saw his guardian . I thought she was hot and sexy .

But, ahemn ):

Then Ms Yap and my mummy chat . The whole process was weird .

Especially the part when mummy mentioned about the past, and i hold my tears back .

LOL . Luckily she stopped, otherwise i'd have cried .

I've been pretty emotional this week too :D I really hate hypocrites .

Been reading someone's blog . I didn't know she/he was like this .

Probably i can understand . I've went through it before but i won't mentioned (:

Someday, i'll show it to my relatives too . I'll get back all that belongs to me .

And my poor sister . i don't know if i should say she is kind or stupid -.-

Her 'best friends' gossiped about her and hated her , yet she invites them to our house .

I was like wtf . She still help that pathetic girl -.- . Gosh .

The Climb (:

2009-03-29T19:20:00.001+08:00

Its nice

2009-03-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

Tittle: -
Yo ! First week of school was horrible ):
Feel horrible .. Suck . Was really down, thanks LR hahas !
I'm sick again HAHA . YES >:D . Investiture was Boooring . Yawns .
I like the food only ! Manage to go home, then went tuition :D .
No matter how tired, tuition also must go :x ! Cause have handsome guy right LOL .
Hees . Know what . I really eat a lot for ytd . Like Chicken rice, watermelon and sweets !
Very very full, yes . But my stomache actually 'growled' -.- Freak .
So malu, luckily Vincent didn't hear that LOL ! Tuition ended early lalalas ~
Mummy actually pick me up (: Well, something good happen to Kevin too .
Oh ! I actually has one follower :o . No idea what's that thou . Tsk tsk .
Too bad i can't play Hotel 626 :/

Am i losing Faith ?

2009-03-20T18:19:00.004+08:00

Tittle: Define it

Oh . Blow the Candles out
19/03
Went to East Coast Park :D HOHOS .
Dawn : Eh you dress like you going Disco
Qc : Wa . Your shirt very bright, you scared nobody see you ah .
Dots -.- LOL . We cycle , eat . Then Shu Huey lost in the game :P
Sooo she treated us ice cream xD ! And i've got weird calls zz
xxxxx : Hellos Baby Jie Jie .
Me : Har ?
xxxxx : Hellos Baby Jie Jie
Me : Har ?!!
xxxxx : Hellos Baby Jie Jie
Me : I'm not Baby Jie Jie laughs *
xxxxx : Oh sorry, i've called the wrong number .

- - - - - - - - - - - - After a few seconds - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

xxxxx : Hellos Baby Jie Jie

Me : Har ? You've called the wrong number .

xxxxx : Again ?! Sorry ..

- - - - - - - - - - - - Another few seconds later - - - - - - - - - - -

xxxxx : Hellos Baby Jie Jie

Me : .. Roll my eye *

Roy : Give me ! Give me ! laughs *

Roy : ...

LOL . No idea, weird girl ._.

I asked for her name she doesn't want to say zz .

Alright, but i'm not sure if its someone i know :o

Watched Paul Bart Mall Cop (: Nice movie .

20/03

Yawns . Tired zz . Went up, brush teeth . Watched ToraDora .

Scolded by mummy for nothing again zz . Crap .

Went off to somewhere, then went home :/

I'm nothing compared to her .

It seems perfect to outsiders, but not the inside .

I've do everything to make her happy, and all i wanted was a praise from her . Not, " You will never be like your sister . You've done nothing before ." Yet she claimed she love me the most .

I know, I know it all . I guess, i've to try harder .

Tell me yea, exactly what do i have now . Empty is all i know .

A burden to her, Daddy and to my dear sister .

Ps : Joel if you're here . Well, Y.C ask for stead again ..

2009-03-18T18:16:00.001+08:00

Tittle : Yo . Geek back (: !

Hellos people :DD . Eh, guess all my readers were gone ): .

Sad, hahas . Its been long . Finished freaking C.T.

Well, i've got so many things to say . I saw Joseph last sunday :D ( i think)

Just a glimpse, i shun like shiat rofl . Loads of things been happening .

Got my itouch, but i kept thinking its iphone LOL .

The IT fair was like packed ?

Mummy been ignoring me -.- Argued with my sister .

Poof, bad mood zz . I'm missing Jason D:

Guess who's that ! LOL, obviously .. HAHA . I shall post his pic <3>
Alright, finally blogging :/

Sooo i shall start off with what i found doing blog hopping ! Grins *

{must get back my readers >:D}

Its a NC16 post (: Or those who hated gore, sorry D: .

Its by : Tiffany http://tiffcm.blogspot.com/2008/08/japanese-cannibal.html

11th Of June 1981 - " I am amazed. She’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.r

Tall, blond, with pure white skin, she astonishes me with her grace.”

I invited her to my home for a japanese dinner, she accepts.

After the meal, I asked her to read my favourite German Expressionist poem.

As she reads, I can’t keep my eyes off her.

After she leaves, I can still smell her body on the bed sheet where she sat reading the poem.

I lick the chopsticks and dishes she used.

I can taste her lips.

My passion is so great. I want to eat her. If I do, she will be mine forever.

I arrange for her to read the poem for me once more. I lied to her.

I tell her I want to record the poem on tape for my Japanese teacher. She believes.

I prepare everything. The cassette recorder of poem, the rifle for the sacrifice.

She arrives on time. After drinking tea and whisky, she speaks.

She smiles at me.

But I know inside that I’m the strangest one of all. Her yellow sleeveless top shows off her beautiful white arms. I can smell her body.

I turn on the recorder. She starts to read. She speaks in perfect German. I reach for the rifle hidden beside the chest of drawers.

I stand slowly and aim the rifle at the back of her head. I cannot stop myself.

There is a loud sound and her body falls from the chair onto the floor. It is like she is watching at me. I see her cheeks, her eyes, her nose and mouth, the blood pouring from her head. I try to talk to her, but she no longer answers.There is blood all over the floor. I try to wipe it up, but I realized I cannot stop the blood from her head.It is very quiet here. There is only the silence of death.

I start to take off her clothes. It is hard to take the clothes off a dead body. Finally it is done.

Her beautiful white body is before me. I’ve waited so long this day and now it is here.

I touched her ass. It is so very smooth.I wonder where I should start bite first.

I decide to bite the top of her butt. My nose is covered with her cold white skin.

I try to beat down hard, but I can’t. I suddenly have a horrible headache.

I get a knife from the kitchen and stab it deeply into her skin.

Suddenly a lot of sallow fat oozes from the wound. It reminds me of Indian corn.

It continues to ooze, it is strange.

Finally I find the red meat under the sallow fat. I scoop it out and put it in my mouth and chew. It has no smell and taste. It melts in my mouth like a perfect piece of tuna.

I look in her eyes and say,” You are delicious.”I cut her body and lift the meat to my mouth again and again. Then I take a photograph of her white corpse with its deep wounds.

I have sex with her body. When I hug her, she lets out a breath. I’m frightened, she seems alive. I kiss her and tell her I love her.Then I drag her body to the bathroom. By now I am exhausted, but I cut into her hip and put the meat in a roasting pan. After it is cooked, I sit at the table using her underwear as a napkin. They still smell of her body.

Then I turn on the tape of her reading the German poem and eat. There is not enough taste. I use some salt and some mustard and it is delicious, very high quality meat.

Then I go back to the bathroom and cut off her breast and bake it. It swells while it cooks, I serve the breast on the table and eat it with a fork and knife. It isn’t very good, too greasy.

I try to cut into another part of her body. Her thighs were wonderful. Finally she is in my stomach!Finally she is mine. It is the best dinner I’ve ever had.Afterwards, I sleep with her.

Next morning, she is still here. She doesn’t smell bad. Today I must finish cutting up her body.

I have to put it into suitcases and sink it in the lake. It will be her grave.

I touch the cold body again and I wonder where should I start.

I start to cut off all the meat before amputating the limbs.

While I cut her calf, I suddenly want to taste it. I see the beautiful red meat beneath the fat.

I grasp her knee and her ankle, and tear it with my teeth. It is tender.

I slowly chew and savor it.

After eating most of the calf, I look at myself in the mirror.

There is grease all over my face. And then I start to eat at random.I bite her little toe.

It still smell and her feet. I stab the knife into her arch and see red meat deep inside.

I thrust my fingers inside and dig out the meat and put it in my mouth. It tastes okay.

Then I stab the knife into her armpit.Ever since I saw it under her yellow sleeveless top, I wondered how it would taste this good. The wonderful taste cheers me up and I devour her underarm up to the elbow.

Finally, I cut off her private parts. When I touch the public hair, it has a very bad smell.

I bite her clit, but it won’t come off, it just stretches.

So I throw it in the frying pan and pop it in my mouth. I chew very carefully and swallow it. It is so sweet. After I swallow it, I feel her in my body and get hot.

I turn the body over and open her buttocks, revealing her anus.

I scoop it out with my knife and try to put it in my mouth. It smells too much.

I put it in the frying pan and throw it in my mouth.

It still smells, so I spit it out. I go into the next room. It smell of fat, like I’ve been frying a chicken.

It’s been twenty four hours now. Some huge flies hover and buzz in the longer her.

Where is she? She’s gone far away? I’ve broken her, like a child who breaks his toy.

I try to use an electric knife to cut her body. It doesn’t work, just makes a loud sound.

I use a hatchet. I strike several times. It’s hard work. I strike her thigh. Her body jumps up.

If she could feel, it would have hurt.

I scoop it out with my knife and try to put it in my mouth. It smells too much.

I put it in the frying pan and throw it in my mouth. It is even harder than the thigh.

I use the electric knife again. It makes a shrill long fingers, I am driven by another impulse.

I use her hand to masturbate. Her long fingers excite me.

When I’m finished, I try to bite her finger. I can’t. I’m disappointed. I put her hands into the plastic bag along with her legs. And then I see her face. It is still quiet.

She has a small nose and a sweet lower lip. When she was alive, I wanted to bite them.

Now I can satisfy that desire. It’s so easy to bite off her nose.

As I chew the cartilage, I can hear the noise.

I use a knife to cut off more of cartilage and put it in my mouth.

It really doesn’t taste very good.

I scoop out her lower lip with my knife and put it in my mouth. It has hard skin.

I decide to eat it later when I can fry it. So, I put it in the refrigerator.I want her tongue.

I can’t seem to open her lower jaw, but I can reach in between her teeth. Finally, it comes out.

I cut it off and put it in my mouth. Finally, I cut the skin off the tongue and taste the meat.

I try to eat her eyes. It’s hard for me to stab into them, though it is the easiest part of her face.

I can see tears coming from them. It frightens me. Her eyes are all that is left of her face.

It is nearly a skull. I decided to take out her stomach. When I stab under her naval a little fat appears and then I can see the red meat under the fat.

I slice a piece of the red meat and put it on a plate. Then I stab into the stomach.

The internal organs appear.There is a great length of rolled tubes and I find a gray bag at the end of the tubes. It must be the bladder. There is a strong smell as soon as I pick it up.

I thrust my hand into her body cavity. It must be her womb.

If she had lived, she would have had a baby in this womb.

The thought depresses me for a moment.

I pull out the intestines. My hands sting from the digestive juices. At last I have to cut off her head.It is the most difficult thing I have to do. I cut off the meat on her neck until I can see bone, then I cut again. She still wearing her neck lance.I try to use the electric knife, but it doesn’t work very well. It just makes it shrill sound.

So I use the hatchet. I imagine myself on the guillotine. It is surprisingly easy to cut through.

With the head gone her body is now only flesh. When I grab the hair and hang up the head, I realized I am a Cannibal.

I put the head in a plastic bag. I’ve separated the body and put it into two plastic bags.

They are heavy. It is hard to put them into the suitcases. I am finished. It is midnight.

I call a taxi.

I am back home. I turned on the TV and open the refrigerator.

I put the dishes on the glass table. I could recognised each pieces of meat.

This is part of her hip and this is part of her thigh.

I fry them on stove. I set the table.There is mustard, salt, pepper and sauce.

I put her underwear beside the dish.

I sniff it and look at a nude woman in a magazine.

I try to remember which part of her is in my mouth, but it is difficult to connect the mean with a body. It just seems like a piece of meat. I continued to eat her body until I am caught.

Each day the mean becomes more tender, each day the taste is more sweet and delicious.”

Lssei Sagawa Geisteskranker Kannibale

On the fifth day, he was caught by the French police and jailed there. However, he was sent by to Japan, his country, for the punishment. Due to his mentally illness, he couldn’t go on court and was sent to mentally institution. Fifteen months later, he was out, becomes a free man.This is totally unfair. He should deserves strict punishment, like hang to death, instead. Pity the lady who was killed by him, and then physically and mentally torture & rape by him. Saddist.

Taadaah :D ! i've edited some wrong words thou -.- LOL . And i memorise, 9 pics hehs .

I realised i've skipped some parts while reading :/

Well, assuming that guy on the photo is 30,40+ . He should be 50,60+ (:

Sooo, be careful girls :D . Not just him .

Perhaps other psycho will do this too zz . Oh !

Link back to Jason (: . The Japanese Cannibal is worst than Jason tsk tsk .

At least Jason devour the heart only :/ Pui .

Hmm, poor German girl ): Nevermind . Think about Mari & Quill :D

2009-01-30T18:42:00.003+08:00

Tittle :分了散了完了

LOL . It's been so long ever since i started blogging -.- .
Getting bored of it ; no time too :D
Hmm, Chinese new year still sucks lahs !
Hehs, i saw billy today ehs ! HAHA . Underworld ~
I still don't like our new chinese teacher :/ . I prefer Ms Moo <3 . I've got so many to blog eh , but i didn't know where to start . K.MiaoQin (L) W.Lirong :D ; I also love Vivian LOL .
Tuition D:

怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的幸福
我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦远了
开心与不开心 .一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻. 我都还记得
你不等了. 说好的. 幸福
我错了. 泪干了. 放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停

2009-01-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

Tittle : Mad
Hooray :DD Another week is gone !
And congrats me, i've got another freaking pimple .
Went shopping in th morning (:
Shopping lalalas ~ Hmm . Saw Johntan, Wan hao ._.
Demi and Manfred LOL :x
Finally bought a pair of sandals .
Hees, SHINee <33 Rofl .

P.S : Its really irriating writing my testimonial LOL . Super bhb -.-

2009-01-16T15:42:00.005+08:00

Tittle : 一句话

HAHAHA :DDDD

Today test is -.- TUFF .

Freak hahas ! P.E was fun :/

Watched Red cliff 2 on wednesday >< ! Super nice .

I love zhu ge liang lahs :x Dawn, Roy slept rofl .

Th killing part was hilarious grins *

Woo, Japan trip :D ! Japan people . YAY

Onew, Jonghyun, TaeMin, Minho, Key <3 :DD

2009-01-11T10:52:00.003+08:00

i've lost it

Didn't manage to catch ponyo D:

I didn't even go to any poly ): Sian .

Ahahas . Kevin & Joel are peeping toms xD

2009-01-10T10:26:00.004+08:00

Title : 爱情总是需要牺牲品

:DD watched Ghost whisperer ytd night .
I didn't expect Jim to die ): Poor Melinda .
LOL . The time in school is super fast, & I L O V E it grins *
Hahs . Finally i went out with Lirong ahs (:
Tonight going out to watch ponyo ~ Hooray ♥
Movie, movie >< ; I'm awfully hungry .
Nachos :D . Plus plus, monday i can see Billy . Hooray xD !
I miss them LOL .

2009-01-05T19:18:00.002+08:00

I did the bravest thing today :D !
Hahs . Claps * LOL .
And absolute boyfriend is out (:

LOL . Changed song (:
Forget about that fucking guy grins *
Just let me be rebellious for awhile :D

2009-01-04T17:36:00.000+08:00

LOLS . School sucks D:< !
Sighs . Finally chatted with Simin laughs *

2008-12-30T16:23:00.005+08:00

I can faked it through (: ♥

Happy new year peeps
Hahas :D ! Hooray, my blog finally has a song grins *
I can't stand without having music -.- !
Its a nice song . But it was disband , i love the lyrics :x
I think i'm getting crazy :/
I've been repeating the word muttons over&over again .
Every time they speak, i laugh like shit HAHAAS . Yea right -.-
So its gonna be a long post :D Cause i may not be free tmr .
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
This year is crap luhs ! Its so fast -.- i had no idea whats going on .
its shit in the beginning of this year ; its shit too at the end zz
Next year, i'm going for O's . Hello ?! O's dang .
Freeeeak . HAHS . I get rather emotional this year , no idea why :/
Him, probably . Its all because of him, HIM -.-
last year, was a disaster . This year, is crap .
probably by next year, i'm dead half way laughs *
Anyway :/ i wish there'll be better food for us -.-
Fyi : MOE has new stuff for us . Oh great zz
I guess thats it . For i aint Adrian mole, nor Johnny Cassnova (:
I don't wish god for making me being Sex God ; ROFL .
Hahas, well maybe let me have a good figure :D
Oh ! And never let me freak out -.- .
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Weijie :/ Really sorry luhs . Hahas, i confirm jio you out after next year :x !
Oh . And Claire asked my sister a seriously weird question :/
Am i Jiaxuan friend ? Hmm, i was thinking .
I doubt so, cause we don't chat ? We don't hahas !
Hey Jiaxuan{if you're passingby} :
No offence yeas . Anyway, jys for you're PSLE {:
Hmm, here comes th lyrics (:
I, I don’t know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don’t know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
if you call me today
i’ll say that I’m fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It’s just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
you, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I’d do it again to relieve what we had
Damn that’s sad
Nice right (: Its th perfect one; what i've always want to say :D
I'll never get you back, i know (: After all th harsh words i've said .
Well, Jiaxuan is way better than me :D ! And obviously choose her .
No wonder ever since Sept, you've msged me so much . And happier HAHS .
Th sudden change is obvious, hahas . I don't know why . Seriousy, why .
You never give me an answer . You leave me in a mess, a big one .
I broke down after that, i tried so hard to hold my tears back when my sister told me .
And its like a stab in my heart when i smiled and said i'm fine . Shit man -.-
Fuck . Everybody who know about this said you aren't worth .
Yes, i repeat those lines thousand times . I tried, and i still do try to love someone .
I can't, not anymore ..
I can't forget th way you speak . Th way you guided me through .
All i know is, i wanted to know what is th msg you;ve sent me on my birthday .
Damn -.- I hated romance . No, i hated love :D ; for loving you so deeply .

2008-12-29T12:02:00.005+08:00

Hey :DDD

I'm back, rofl .
Still having fever, but in hyper condition grins *
Watched Bedtime stories ytd :DD !

My Ferrari :D , & a dwarf kick me -.-

P.S : I guess having fever isn't that bad :D
At least, i can cut down calories (:

2008-12-26T16:35:00.002+08:00

Byebye Christmas D:
School holidays are being numbered hur D:< !
HAHAHA . Well, :/ go for countdown or not ?
Blahs, forget it . Went to Ikea ytd, again -.-
Played rofl, then shopped in vivo .
Its supersupersuper crowded :D { saw wenghong }
After, practically shop everything hehs .
Boys, men all sitting around ; girls, women shop like crazy :D
Funfunfun, my photo was taken by some stranger -.-
Alright . Blahs . Back to homework again :/
Did nothing meaningful during this effing holiday, pissed off zz .
Next year will be different :D ! Definitely grins *

MsYapMsYapMsYapMsYMsYapMsYapMsYapMsYapMsYapMsYapMsYapMsYap.

Hahs, i know its useless writing this over&over again .

But, i guess i won't be over you for a long time .

Can i really forget :/ No idea . I wished i can be brainwashed (:

I wished, i don't have to go to that pressuring tuition -.-

I wished, well, :/ forget it !

2008-12-24T13:22:00.004+08:00

Hellooos
Hahs :D ytd was fun laas .
Got up freaking early, but kenneth woke up even earlier .
So watched twilight ! Hahas, Seng Ching aint that tall cans :x
Blah blah ; Summary : i walked non-stop :D
Didnt manage to blade again ):
So went home, gossiped again .
Ahhas :D !
Here's something laas, sorry if i missed you :/

Dawn ;
Hey S.S :D . Hahas, next year will be our last year .
Probably we won't have any time to meet up or something :/
But, really have a lot of fun with you ! Hahas .
So stop th calories thing :x You're skinny enough -.-
I don't want you to be like QC :D {no offence}
Hahas ! Hmm, i hope th clique last long (: ♥

Qian Ci ;
Yo . My gossip partner :D Rofl .
Its really nice, fun to gossip with you .
Hahs ! Well, i don't know what to say LOL .
Keep updating each other ! I know we've a lot of cold war this year
-.-
Forget it , HAHAHA .

Roy ;
Hees, roy . Jingle bell ~ :D
I'll keep your letter ! Hmm, i just wanna say sorry yeas :/
Really sorry . Guess this kind of thing is unavoidable .
But i love you as a friend, seriously .
Its hell fun, especially when there is dawn and you !
Next year is our last year ):
Hahas, but our clique have been together for 3 good years :D
Yeahs , Hahhas ! Merry Christmas

Jes ;
Little girl (: Aiya, i wish you will grow up this year (: !
And stop forcing me to talk -.- i'll if i wanna :D
Well, you guys still have to teach me next year !
Good luck -.- vomit blood just for another year only :x

Lirong ;
HAHAHAHA . We've been th best gfs :D
Lalalala ~ Next year, i finally can eat with you :x !
But it will be my last year, hohos .
Too bad, muhahahs ! Girl, you always have us you know ? (:
So open up yea, say yoooo . I guess its not worth loving anyone, anymore :/ ♥

Kenneth ;
._. Its so awkward . Still awkward hahas ! My roller blading lesson ):
I don't really know what to say -.- But it seems as thou, i've a lot to
say . Well, i didnt really thought that i'd actually confide to you about that
thing :/ So its abit awkward lahs ! Dont migrate too soon yeas :D
I guess, i won't be able to sit th flyer ): Man .
Hahas, i want coke :D C O K E .
Don't think too much either, you've me laas !
Or maybe, i should make you bald too grins *
Oh, or hairless rofl :x

Weijie ;
Tomato ~ ! Bball hur :D Baka .
Thanks (: for everything . Hahas, but i still see no forest
rofl !
Better stop bballing -.- Go study :D !

Joleen ;
Hahas ! I didn't really know what to say :/
But . I don't know lahs -.-

Kevin ;
Daddy LOL . I've got scolded for msging to indo ._.
Sorry, Oh . Hmm . You've been a good listening ears :D
Hees, a good sand bag :x Sorry :/
I still remembered i used to get angry -.-
Then i sent a full msg of effing :D . Really sorry .
I wish to get a mummy real soon (:

Joel ;
Ahpa :D ! I know you're in love with Yong chung too right grins *
You ahs, Mc fly guy (: Hees . Must be a good boy LOL .
Or i ask your mama not to let you home :x Hees .

Xinyi , Shiqi :D ! Hehs, i know i won't be here, without you
guys :D
Hees, sunsun nu, you better stop reading in class this year .
Shiqi, hmm, lets laugh hahas .

Simin, i hardly chat with you nowadays ):
But i saw your blog :D Hehs,you really are a naruto freak man
-.- Well, hope you & your guy last long hur :D !
I've make a new friend :D He's Jason . Hahas ! Hellos kitty . Merry X'mas :D !

2008-12-22T11:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated birthday : Kevin&Zhaoyan :D

Gees :D ! I'm officially broke by buying Christmas present dang -.-

Holidays going to go ): Aww .

And there is still hmk waiting for me . Boring .

Blahs ! Went to library ytd :D

So i borrowed a few books . Guess what .

I borrowed a 'Sex' book , rofl .

Well, i supposed that is arts !

Hahas :DD Rather excited for tmr gathering Laughs *

I can see loads of people ! Hehs :D .

*Gosh i'm so in love with hoarse voice :x

2008-12-19T15:42:00.004+08:00

{一個人勇敢}

Hellos (: Its been days ever since i blog hahas !

Weee, finally :D .

Gotcha a new skin, everything (:

Well, i've received a call from Yuanyuan .

Guess nobody remember her :/

I do, and she actually called from Australia to find winnie .

What a friend D: i was dumb founded .

A caucasian chatting with me on phone !? Gosh .

Oh hahas, chatted with her yeas .

So i went to Orchard on the other days .

Shopped, bought clothes .

And my mum actually spoiled it -.-

Hahas, i've chemistry tuition :D !

It was .. horrifying !

I practically can't answer any question at all :/

So i kept staring at the word, or passed the question .

And it ended ytd :D Hohos .

Kevin is a great guy, super super :D .

At least he was there for me, thou i didnt tell him i was down :/

My heart just keeps on sinking, i don't know why, either .

Probably i am thinking too much again ?

I know i am someone that doesn't really knows how to draw out my emotion .

Neither do i know how to cheer people up . Practically useless at everything, anything :D !

Hahas, whatever i said i must do, i never did (:

A smile is what i've always put . My perfect mask .

My friend, maybe, the one who wears the thickest mask should be me .

Emoing is my thing lahs :D

I love solitude, i love to lie upside down and stare, i love to cry in bathroom ,

I love to stare in the sky at night, i love to twiddle with my fingers, i love to cuddle .

Especially hugging my stitch laughs *

I love to think a lot of things,

I love to be a faked person ? I don't know (:

One thing i know, i love whatever i had . And i'm losing myself completely .

My aim is gone too, long ago . Probably faith, sooner or later .

I've been weak for few weeks, i am restless . Like a walking zombie .

I'll think of him, and stare at the calculator .

I've dreamt of him many times that he had actually msged me, and i would rush out to take a peep at my phone .

But all i see is the reflection of myself :D Hahs, pathetic .

I hate to face the future, i am not brave enough {i guess} :I

Who'd be in my shoe ? Lols . I am just a nobody (:

How i wish i can be stargirl :D

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Paused - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Hey ! I've broke my glasses, so i made one .

Then i saw a girl. She looked so much like yuanxin .

But i think she's nicer :D She smiled at me woohoos laughs *

Well, my com broke down too D: Forget it ! I still have tv and Jagabee ♥

I guess i shall end here (: I'm looking forward to school laughs *

I wanted to see ahken so much {its true} He's funny&nice :D !

Oh of course rest of my friends (: . And the coming BBQ yeahs ~

Christmas, will approach in a blink of eye :D hohos .

Ahjie :D !
If you wanna play Bball just text me lohs (:
But have to be within this two weeks lahs :D
{ Not weekends & 23 }

2008-12-12T20:08:00.005+08:00

Mr.Koh said he missed us ♥

Alright, i was pissed off -.- ! Seriously . If i ever saw S.C :D !

He's gonna die for sure .

LOL i went to sign up on nuffnang :D ! Seems to be pretty fun .

Sighs, i cant shop with LR .

I wanna go to ehhhh Topshop, forever21 and cotton shop hohos :x !

Christams coming .__. Oh dear god .

Well, hope to see Joel soon hahas !

I hated BGR thing -.- for a second thought .

Earlier on, i was thinking . Well, having a partner would be great :D

At least someone is able to share all my ups & down ;

Oh forget it ! Hmm Christamas present would be another problem >:/

Seeing Baby having her love one is so nice (:

Gees, love hur . Guess my greatese fear isnt being myself .

Love, is th one :D ! Ah hahs . Pathetic -.- . Pui, slap * .

He is a bastard :/

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish
its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness
and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings. By: Anais Nin

2008-12-10T12:08:00.004+08:00

Sighs -.-

I've missed my long hair ):

Thou its rather irritatting :D !

Hahas, went to Ikea, then Vivo ytd .

It was all in a rush lahs, but fun (:

Then Roy and I was jingle bell-ing each other ytd LOL

Chihuahua :D ~

They are so adorable LOL .

Well, i was rather lazy to post all th photo :x

So i shall grab from them ! HAHAHA

i'vemissedmummysooomuch):

2008-12-07T12:07:00.002+08:00

Outing

LOL . I am rotting for a long itme :D

Long enough, i guess .

Sooo, i wanna go out :x !

Yeayea, make some time for me (:

Go somewhere fun :D So msg me luhs !

2008-12-04T16:24:00.003+08:00

:DDD LOL , i am busted crap .

Shouldnt have spent so much money on audi -.- Dang !

Well, bought my books D: And it seems as though school reopening zz .

Played audi (: hahas . Broke up with him hahas .

Boy, guess i'm completely hopeless (:

I've missed him soo much, i really doesnt care how he looks like .

Nor how he treated me, i just wanted to be by his side .

I regretted, i do :D !

I love him, i still do . I cant deny .

I cant surpress this feeling towards him; i cant forget .

I've miss him so much, so so much .

Thou i've decided to forget, i cant make it .

Cant make it, yeas :D

He has a gf now, still loving her (:

I've missed him . I do, its making me soo gosh . Sighs

2008-11-29T15:05:00.001+08:00

CONGRATS

Zy& his gf :DDD

2008-11-29T12:51:00.004+08:00

'They are back♥

LOL . Its boring D:

Nothing to do, and i hated facing th piles of work ):

Well, twilight is coming :DDDDDD

And Singaporean got killed in Mumbai , god .

Hmm, thanks tomato and Weiping :D

It wasnt supposed to be seen anyway, but i forgot -.- !

Ahahas . And my dear sunsunnu, saboed me zz

Have a great time in perth anyway (:

START!

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?

Duh :D ; i'm mysterious !

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?

that's sensitive zz

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

YES ! I can bully :D

4. What is your current dream job?

Well,financial asst. Money money :O

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

My best friend ? No idea .

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

All of th above :D

7. Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings?

Duh, i've just did zz

8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?

Panicked ; & hide .

9. Is there anything that made you extremly happy?

:DDD Practically everything !

10. What takes you down the fastest?

No one to bully ): ; losing a friend .

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

Happily ever after :D

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

Woa, th WHOLE world ! Osama bin (:

13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?

No idea

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Depends ..

15. What your favourite colour?

Green, saves earth ! All lahs (:

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?

Duh

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

I'll ask my mama first

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

Depends

19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?

Definitely not !

20. 5 people i'm gonna sabo:

1). Ahjie

2).xxxxxxx (old king :D )

3). Lirong again (:

4).Roy

5). Dawn

And it ended :DDDDDDD

2008-11-28T18:20:00.002+08:00

LOL . No news from tomato today :x !

Hahas, vomited blood doing hmk -.-

And i even did housechores :D , gees .

But still, i get scolding . Yeas , blah blah .

Weeee, they're coming back :D

Outing, outing more outing !

Christmas coming hohos :DDDD